#NGB *7/22/14* epi   Leave a comment

yes, this is another show that i missed last week and am trying to make up for this week hopefully w/ last week’s epi and the newest one from 7/29/14 sometime if i can catch it reair, if not, then next week hopefully. again, i’m so sorry followers/readers for the lacking in my blog, i feel like i’m letting ppl down! :/// but trust me, this is not how i want my life to be right now, i’ll just put it that way.. so tv is severely limited for me right now more than what i’m used to. add in all the hell going on in my life, my blog has been my saving grace in keeping me grounded and sane! so i hope y’all stick around :) and pls keep in mind that i don’t have all my channels and def don’t have dvr, so that’s y my blogs can be very not-full like they usually are. but i guess for those that don’t like long blogs, this is a good thing? lol…

the next challenge starts and already, black is getting flack from other teams cuz they supposedly took all the vanilla all the teams need for the challenge lol.. next thing u know, the lights go out and there’s a bunch of stuff crashing to the floor! LOL, so buddy intervenes and says it’s a big prank to get them ready for the real challenge lol.. buddy announces the theme is HORROR and the cakes are for a horror legend :) (FREDDY KRUEGER btw which we know from the previews!) the teams pick other teams by cutting into cakes to see what color filling is inside :), cute lil method IMO :) just a few ideas include a sarcoughagus?, a zombie, and more :), and then buddy throws in the cool idea of restricting them by having one on each team wear straitjackets! :) so if anyone doesn’t know already, straitjackets are basically used to restrain someone from physically doing anything w/ their upper body/arms, so the ones in the straitjackets are mostly just nagging the other team members lol.. and i have to agree, there’s something so intriguing to me abt insane asylums!

lol the team members are now straitjacket free and get cracking on the cakes! so the cakes get finished for the most part, but then they face the challenge of being delivered in the truck, and we all know that the truck can end up destroying cakes w/ the driving and road bumps and whatnot …. awwwwww the cakes got messed up BAD!!! but FREDDY makes his appearance w/ a fork, knife, and spoon as his errr claws? lol!!! that’s a cute lil touch IMO. wow, so red team was eliminated :/// but the good thing for them is that their item will still be featured in the carrabba’s menu so they’ll have that notariety at least! LOL next epi, theresa caputo (TLC’s ‘long island medium’) will be the celeb.. personally, i don’t see the big deal abt her, i think she’s flashy and it’s a slight ‘turn off’ to me lol.. i prefer allison dubois from CBS’s ‘medium’ lol… allison is so much more humble and sincere IMO, theresa strikes me as someone that is less genuine and a bit superficial? *shrugs am i wrong??

monticello h/motel in #HOTELHELL   Leave a comment

so this is another show that i wasn’t able to watch the 1st epi (season premiere) last wk so i’m really sorry, but i hope to be able to watch it somehow sometime… as GR fans know, he’s quit his ‘kitchen nightmares’ show so now it’s MC, HK, MCjr, and HH left on fox so i hope this show has a YRS long run :) GR goes to failing hotels and motels and B&B’s and does all he can to save it from closing down, while also acting as a counselor to the troubled owners and employees lol… this time he’s helping the monticello hotel that’s covered in patriotic american flags and such and has a lil motel next to it? also, the male owner has a drinking problem and has had a DUI literally right b4 GR arrived! so he finally arrives and wow, he’s put up in MOTEL part! but GR insists on staying in the hotel part instead LOL and he’s immediately appalled by the furniture in the room lol.. now i’m not at some luxury place myself, but it’s def better looking than the monticello hotel and for way cheaper than $250 a nite lol!

GR finally meets w/ the owners and he’s taken aback by the male owner’s jewelry lol, and the fancy cars he has too… funny how he has all that but his hotel is SHYT! they tell GR that the employees aren’t very good and loyal… GR decides to eat in the hotel’s lil restaurant and seems they serve food that has been frozen, etc. and we all know how GR feels abt NOT-fresh food! the waitress informs GR abt how the owner had just been arrested for the DUI and he’s in denial abt it, but he’s shocked to see the news article abt it LOL.. GR has everyone summoned to the dining room and tells the chef how he thought everything was horrible cuz nothing was fresh. the chef says they’re on a time constraint. lol GR points out that if the male owner sold his precious cars, he’d be able to afford to pay the staff to do things better and make various improvements lol.. very true! and now the DUI is brought up……

the hotel sees a rush of clients coming in to stay and eat in the lil restaurant, phillip seems to put on an act and does more than he actually normally does? so GR has the whole staff meet up and phillip’s drinking problem and general issues are discussed and confronted.. GR shows the staff a room w/ a black light and they see all the various bodily fluid stains on the mattress and such, and ugh my OCD has me itchy now.. the staff comes out and says how truly loyal and everything they are to the owners and hotel despite the poor pay and treatment, and GR has them leave so he can personally confront the male owner. he can’t give GR a legit answer for y he’s been bad lol so GR has him leave the room. poor GR slept in a sleeping bag in the bathtub…. the owners hear the feedback from the guests who stayed just 1 nite, and not a word is positive lol.

the female owner confides in GR abt her guy’s alcoholism problem and i’m really touched by her pleas and my heart goes out to her.. she’s so right on, it’s sooo hard to watch someone u love destroy themselves and there’s nothing u can do to stop it. it’s like watching a bus crash 50x over and ur frozen and just stuck watching it, unable to help stop it in any way… so GR arranges a staff intervention in hopes of pointing out that the drinking problem is a major issue he needs to stop.. at 1st, he takes off and doesn’t wanna listen anymore, so GR talks w/ him in the office and convinces him to get help.. man, ppl just dunno how much i wish an intervention could happen, so my life could go back to normal and stop being destroyed! but nothing can be done truly efficiently til they admit they have a true problem and seek help themselves. making them do it or w/e when it’s not their original choice never works far as i know, it’s gotta be their acknowledgement and choice to do it.. and idk how much longer i can ‘wait’ for this lil epiphany!

GR shows off the various renovations and makeovers for the hotel, including the motel sign being gone now lol.. he got 4 suites added to the roster so there will be more guests and profit, etc. the chef tells GR that he wants to be phillip’s sponsor when he gets out cuz he’s been 9 yrs sober himself, so the chef goes to tell phillip the offer and he accepts :) seems he has a new lil outlook on life and has high hopes of getting better, so i hope for his and the hotel’s sake that he does!

#MASTERCHEF restaurant nite :)   Leave a comment

in tonite’s epi, they’re gonna do a MC restaurant so couples can be romantic and have a nice lil meal :), and a special VERY VIP guest tonite will be GR’s wife! it’s back to the team challenge and they’re gonna be split into 2 teams, elizabeth and ahran start choosing their team members. WOW, ahran CHOSE to have leslie on her team lol! smh, i sure wouldn’t have done that, but she’s a team captain, so her choice lol… the teams get 1 hr to prep the most wonderful meal item choices which  include YUMMY lobster, filet mignon, etc. it doesn’t take long for the guests to start filing into the restaurant. various couples are celebrating anniv’s, special occassions, etc. so it’s sweet to see these happy couples..  i so wish i was one of them there at the MC restaurant :) and now, the debut of GR’s wife!!! :))))) i really love how GR is w/ his wife and kids, u really see his softest side w/ them, he’s so humble and loving as a husband and father.. i’m sure he’s rarely w/ them cuz he’s working so much but his wife seems great at holding down the fort :) and u know that he expects the most superior and spot on food and service for his family so the MC wannabes better pull it off or it’ll be the worst pressure test of their lives i’m sure!

lol all the wannabe’s are blown away by her beauty and grace.. GR and his wife sit at the table and encourage all the couples to kiss :) personally, i think it would’ve been nice if graham and joe’s wives (i know graham does, but idk abt joe?) had been there too :), just like the epi where their sons were all there lol :)..  meanwhile, the teams rush w/ mins to spare to get these dishes to the waiting couples in the other room. so far, the filets are not cooked enuf  on blue team, and red team is rushing to do perfect plating. the entrees seem to be a hit more or less w/ the couples, and the desserts are about to be served, i think the desserts all look great personally, idk if i’d pick these over a more chocolatized dessert tho lol.. being the wife of a major chef, u really do come to expect the best that the food world has to offer so i do think that by association and experience, that GR’s wife is pretty damn knowledgable and knows what she’s talking about :)…. awwwww one couple has a proposal :))) and she says YES! :))))))) it’s so depressing but uplifting to see love happen like that, for me right now, my life is falling apart and i’m powerless to stop it so this lil proposal is bittersweet to me, but i am very happy for the couple and hope only the best for them! good ppl deserve true love and all the happiness that comes w/ it! so the votes and such are collected and the teams are brought in w/ applause from the couples.. the winning team isssssss BLUE TEAM! ahran is personally very upset w/ herself for being the losing team captain since the red team will now be doing the pressure test….

lol wow, the pressure test is a small box of perfected chocolate truffles! the details are intricate,  the flavors are amazing, and u need to be really dainty w/ ur hands lol which cutter of course complains abt saying he doesn’t have the hands for doing this food item… so i can imagine he’s gonna bitch to death again… ugh! seriously, like i said b4, cutter sure didn’t pay attn to the true competition of MC where u have to be versatile and diverse in the methods, foods, and recipes u cook! so to think u’ll only have to do what u feel like doing is just wrong and i hope he fails miserably and is sent packing! the 3 discuss how ahran seems to be very uncertain abt herself now and may fail at the pressure test.. i have to say, all the stations really are looking pretty messy so i hope the end results aren’t so messy lol.

graham gives cutter’s a look and taste, he says visually they look like a 10, well despite cutter’s typical attitude he’s been having, graham compliments him on a great truffle.. joe gives his truffles a taste too and consider that maybe he’s rebounding w/ the 3 w/ a box of chocolates lol.. LOL and GR psychs out cutter lol! awwww, willie messed up his truffles :/// ahran’s r pretty avg and def could’ve been better :/// leslie’s truffles look horrendous honestly, and if i was GR, i’d be scared to put any of em in my mouth lol. they look very gross and i’m so not thrilled w/ the ingredients/flavor.. joe personally acknowledges that he was wrong abt cutter and he’s sent up to the balcony lol. i really think he’s gonna go back to being jerky the sec things don’t go his way so we’ll see how long this cutter high lasts… ahran is safe thankfully, i’m glad cuz she’s a fave for me, she def shows her age lol but i can’t help it, she’s a fellow asian female lol so she has that working for her IMO.. so i truly hope it’s leslie who’s sent packing!  buuuuut, it’s christine :///// damn leslie just keeps on scraping by w/ his decent dishes but i truly hope his HORRIBLE attitude gets him booted b4 the finale! christine is thankful for her MC experience and accepts the elimination, hugging the 3 and saying ahran will be the winner lol :)

latest epi of #SWITCHEDATBIRTH   Leave a comment

hey every1, i’m so sorry my blog has been lacking lately. so much has been going on, my life is basically falling apart right now and everything is still extremely messed up on my end so i’m still not at home.. so this blog entry is for the latest epi ‘it isn’t what you think’… and sadly, i’m unable to watch the epi from last wk cuz i missed it being on tv so far and like i said, i’m not at home to be able to watch it on the dvr. and i just checked all my options online, darn abc family website doesn’t support directv tho so i can’t watch it that way either :/// [btw, if any1 knows of any website that's not virus filled, that i can watch the epi from last week, pls let me know lol :)].. oyyy so for anyone who goes to my blog for this show, i’m sorry…

so last i saw, poor angelo had unfortunately died in a car accident and some of his organs and such were donated, it came up that he likely died from extreme stress causing an aneurysm, which daphne figured is due to regina’s fight w/ him secs b4 he took off in the car. so now daphne is basically out for blood lol.. [btw, i missed the 1st 5ish mins cuz i was elsewhere heating up food and happened to catch the show when i was changing channels..] but apparently what i missed was daphne and travis both getting their gallaudet admission results…. and right now, daphne is giving major ‘tude w/ regina in front of the boss who had just said his condolences… and sharee talks a bit w/ toby catching up on what’s been going on. LOL wow, and apparently, tank is toby’s new roommate?! what a loyal brotherly move on toby’s part.. idk y toby would agree to do this anyway… but now bay and tank gotta deal w/ the major awkwardness of sitting together in art class lol.. bay tries to talk a bit w/ him, and tank offers his condolences too for angelo. so i don’t get y tank is sticking around for the time being but campbell seems to be gone for good??? tank is such a bad character IMO, and i wish he was gone, but campbell i still enjoyed despite the fallout w/ daphne i basically predicted lol..

speaking of daphne, she’s trying to deal w/ the ass-ish guy that was messing w/ regina b4.. hearing that she’s not too thrilled w/ regina right now, he ultimately encourages her to join him in messing w/ her lol.. back w/ toby, he tries to smooth things over w/ sharee’s teacher on her behalf but it seriously does not work.. and i have to agree w/ the teacher. it was not a ‘sudden’ assignment so she had plenty of time to do it, and yes life circumstances happen, but that doesn’t give sharee the ‘right’ to get an extension or exception, it’s unfair to the other students who do the right thing. meanwhile, travis and melody talk and he’s not thrilled that his one chance at college isn’t working out then he quickly ends the discussion w/ saying he’ll move out after graduation so he’s not a burden, melody isn’t really able to convince him he’s not.. i can’t say i blame him for feeling that way, i know i constantly worry abt being a burden to others and literally just said the same thing to someone a bit ago lol…

now bay has to tell emmett abt the dinner w/ tank and his dad she agreed to do earlier to help smooth things over w/ tank telling his dad he depledged.. really, i don’t think she owes tank anything, but her guilt over y they broke up is causing her to feel obligated.. so u know, if it goes bad in any way, u know he’s gonna blame her and think it’s her fault lol, any1 see this happening?! while hanging out, travis is offered the chance to maybe work at a friend’s job too, i hope it works out ultimately and it’s not a bad idea, travis needs a couple breaks in life! meanwhile, daphne starts to let loose w/ #DAPHNESREVENGE lol, they do some tagging, destroying, and general messing up. yeah, this is gonna end well i’m sure… and of course, he starts sticking some sand into the gas tank of the construction vehicle and starts vandalizing it more, giving daphne the crowbar? now…

sharee’s teacher confronts toby for going behind her back to still try and pull for sharee…but next thing u know, he starts to kiss her! LOL, well that’s gonna make things even more awkward w/ sharee.. and they head into his apt and put a sock on the doorknob……… tank finally comes out to his dad saying he depledged, and bay tries to defend tank saying that he did the right thing cuz the frat was bad.. lol tank makes things worse saying he’s enjoying vegetarian food and mentions meditation lol… then tank and bay have to explain their current status as just friends lol. but tank can’t take anymore and finally tries to set his dad straight and ‘get over it’, so in response, his dad dumps a shitload of $ on the table (i’d love to reach into the tv and take that $ btw lol) and takes off w/o another word… seriously, so predicted that this would go bad! and i’ll be shocked as hell if tank DOESN’T put the blame on bay!

daphne tells him how she’s on probation and why, and for w/e reason, he’s turned on by this and starts making out w/ her??!?!?! he starts taking off her clothes a bit right then and there, but she stops him and says they should leave lol… wow, how classy, being ready to do it right after vandalizing lol… melody expresses her feelings abt travis’ situation to her beau who suggests maybe he try a hearing school… hmmmm so bay kisses tank’s ass a bit and asks to be friends again, so he agrees.. i admit, i’m pretty shocked that for the moment anyway, tank is not flipping on bay lol… but i do predict it to happen later on at some point when it sinks in that his dad reacted the way he did…. after their sex, toby and the girl talk a bit and he immediately brings up sharee again, just like i knew he would.. and of course, she’s still sticking by her views on it all. but w/ his motives now known, she storms out.

regina’s boss and her go to the vandalized site and he’s pissed abt it all, saying that they’re stuck in a hole right now w/ this project and will have to depend on ‘the bad guy’ to get thru this. i personally think that daphne should’ve left some clue abt how she was one of the vandalizers that only regina would know, rub it in more lol.. meanwhile, melody congratulates daphne on getting into gallaudet but daphne isn’t sure she’s going to go. she tries to explain how regina is a diff person and melody tries to explain that it just means regina needs her more than ever right now, but u can tell by the look on daphne’s face, she’s immediately feeling guilty as hell for the vandalizing. she texts regina and i figure she’s hoping to make amends.. toby tries to explain to the teacher that he wasn’t trying to use sex w/ her to help sharee. she explains that her little brother is deaf and he was babied/spoiled by everyone so he was only hindered by that, so that’s y she won’t do it to anyone, it’ll hinder them and their growth.. daphne goes by the office to see regina, but she sees them talking to ‘the bad guy’ and she storms off in the car… these two soo need to go back to the closeness they used to have. regina just keeps on messing things up and daphne rightfully holds her accountable for it all… c’mon regina, wake up and be better for ur daughters!!!

melody has a video conference call w/ the gallaudet and offers the idea of a satellite gallaudet university? and they seemed interested in the idea :).. but travis gets told by his friend that the place is hiring now and he has a good chance.. so travis seems he’ll want to quit high school and the car wash… daphne meets up w/ the guy and immediately starts making out w/ him?! well just WOW, all that cheering on i did for daphne w/ campbell and he’s just gone it seems while she QUICKLY moves on w/ a bad boy lol. i think daphne is a good person and she stands up for what she believes in, that’s for sure lol, but she makes some really impulsive decisions w/ her love life lol.. does she really think that this lil relationship is gonna be long term?! seems right now anyway that she’s just looking for revenge against regina, some fun, and hooking up? so maybe this will be fitting for her mind state right now..

more dilemmas in #WWYD   Leave a comment

1st scenario: a lil girl decides to do her own artwork on a few art pieces in a lil restaurant, so will the bystanders stop her or think she’s being adorable? lol.. her mom (traci) doesn’t wanna pay for the damages or anything tho and comes up w/ proposterous solutions lol like having the bystanders also pay for the damages LOL.. hehe other bystanders literally take the marker from her and bring her back down from standing on the chair LOL.. i’m glad that every1 that does physically grab her is doing it in a safe way (underarms) rather than grabbing her hand or w/e that could hurt her.. LOL the next set is a couple women who tell her not to do this but also think she’s cute lol.. they’re too busy encouraging her artistic creativity lol. but they do inform traci what she did and this time, traci tries to have them quickly escape so they don’t get in trouble. so after, the women talk to the waitress abt what she did, and they even offer to buy it to make up for the damages.. wow, that’s going above and beyond… LOL all the diners get to bring home a personally signed piece of art too lol…

WWYD? wellllll, i can’t tell u how many times i’ve wanted to snatch up kids who put themselves in dangerous situations where they could get hurt. for instance, u know u’ve seen lil ones in carts standing up or w/e and u just know they’re gonna fall… yeah, kids like that, and i have to really fight myself to not just snatch up these kids the parents clearly aren’t paying attn to or they don’t see the harmful possibilities of their kid getting hurt by doing that… so for that reason, i’d likely bring her back to the floor so she doesn’t get hurt from standing on the chair… but idk if i’d stop her from drawing on the art pieces lol, or at least not instantly like the other women were lol.. and i sure as hell wouldn’t be paying for that child’s damages to the art pieces, that’s on traci lol..

2nd scenario: an intoxicated valet driver and how the bystanders deal w/ him and what he does.. he keeps running over a couple things and asks the bystanders who witness it to not say anything lol.. for the most part, ppl don’t wanna be mean and turn him in, i guess what he did isn’t severe enuf to make ppl feel they should turn him in lol.. but seriously, if he ran over someone or something, i’d hope they’d wanna turn him in then! one woman tho insists the police and whatnot should be called cuz he could easily cause an accident where someone is hurt…

WWYD? i’d be concerned that he’d cause someone to get hurt w/ his antics but idk if i’d be brave enuf to really step up and confront/stop him… and this doesn’t seem like something that would stir up my need to help/confront anyway…

3rd scenario: revisiting the homeless man being brought into the restaurant and given money to get some food.. and the bartender wants him to leave, but the man sitting next to him insists that he should be served the food he asks for.. so he starts to call 911 on the bartender after the bartender initially takes the $20 from him and refuses to serve him… next time, a couple women don’t want the homeless man there and partially agree w/ the bartender that he shouldn’t be inside the establishment.. gosh how rude…. another couple of men straight up ignore the homeless man’s pleas and pretty much tell him that it’s out of their hands since they don’t own the place or anything. one of them tells john ‘wrong place’… all these horribly rude snooty ppl, u know that they would want dignified treatment from others if they were homeless!

one man sorta laughs off the situation at 1st and after, he goes thru the menu to bring him some food. he admits to john that he’s had hard times in life too and thought it was just the right thing to do cuz he’d want someone to do it for him too.. an older gentleman immediately stands up for the homeless man, when he asks for water, the older man slides his own water over to him. the bartender gives him another glass of water, and personally i’d just slide my new one over to him i was the older man. after the bartender takes the $ from him, the older man calls him a prick LOL right on! he tries to teach the bartender a personal lesson abt having sympathy for others esp if u’ve had hard times urself…

WWYD? like i said, when we were in vegas, there were a lot of homeless on the strip. and we gave all our leftovers to the various homeless, trying to give it to diff ppl each time. every1 was appreciative and i’m someone that would much rather give my food than my $. if they’re truly in desperate need of help, they’ll want the food.. and these days, too many use the $ for other things instead and i don’t wanna contribute to anyone’s drug/alcohol use.. at least w/ food, i know i’m helping to sustain their life. and like i said in the blog for this scenario b4, i’d rather bring the man to another business that will treat him right rather than giving that place any profit.. yes, the bartender needs a lesson in kindness, but that doesn’t mean he deserves my $.. so i’d bring the man elsewhere and stay w/ him the whole time to make sure he’s treated right..

4th scenario: a man making an obnoxious coffee order lol, and the bystanders who are stuck behind him and his ridiculously elaborate order lol.. but then the man gets rude w/ the employee when she doesn’t do his order immaculately perfect.. one female bystander offers her sympathy and compassion to the employee for his deplorable attitude.. lol one woman tells john she wanted to punch him lol! one woman politely and quietly advises him to be nice and calm down. but they change it up to a mean barista lol.. and ppl r really struggling to be nice to her lol..and i kinda missed the rest but what i did see was the end where the girl was a good sport abt this being WWYD lol…

WWYD? 1st of all, all these damn orders are so fucking ridiculous w/ the details and specificity of it all, i could NEVER work at starbucks! i don’t even drink coffee or anything related to it lol.. so u’d never catch me in a starbucks ordering a drink order, or being a barista for that matter.. there’s no way i could keep my own order straight, nvm any1 else’s lol.. most i get at starbucks is something like their food treats lol…

i’m sick of cutter in #MASTERCHEF!   Leave a comment

[quick note: i'm so sorry every1 that reads these blogs for MC that i have to do it late again, all i can say is thank goodness fox reairs it on fri's! again, i'm still in a very difficult situation right now and so i'm not able to use my usual tv perks but i'm still trying to delve out my blogs to every1 cuz it's no one's fault that i'm in this situation... so pls continue to bear w/ me as i try to keep on blogging, but still am dealing w/ a very unexpected life circumstance curveballing me. i hope like hell it's resolved soon but my hands r kinda tied right now so idk...]

so the mystery box challenge begins and holy shit!!! those salmons r fucking huge!!! i can see y they’re called king salmon, my gosh!!! lots of the wannabes are particularly thrilled to get a crack at these rare beauties.. GR will be fileting a king salmon alongside the wannabe’s! i LOVE watching him cook and truly wish we could see him cook more often than just occassionally in his shows.. he’s a master at food and cooking, and i can’t resist when he says his famous ‘DONE.’ at the end lol :) anyway, now, GE is doing the cooking for the king salmon and he’s another one that i wish i could watch cook more often than just occassionally, he’s amazing and started out so young… hehehe and GE adds his own ‘done’ b4 serving it to JB :) uh oh, suddenly elise is needing the medic and has to sit in the chair, w/ GR holding her up b4 that! i hope she’s ok! her hand was shaking pretty badly….

uh oh, so all GR said is that she’s left the MC kitchen, so idk if that means permanently or what, ohhhh ok she just returned thank goodness so i hope she’s ok?! hmmmm seems like it was a partial panic attack?? all she said was it was nerves and whatnot related.. well i know how panic attacks r for me, so if that’s what it was for her, i feel for her! btw, of course JB complimented GE’s finished salmon dish lol, were u expecting him to say it sucked? lol… it’s crazy tho that those huge salmons are reduced down to just a small rectangle (filet) of it, seems like more of it should’ve been used instead of wasted, poor fishes! i’ve had salmon b4 but mainly just as canned salmon cakes that my mom would make lol. they were alright but obv fresh would’ve been better lol.. GR announces christian as the 1st to be called up for tasting his dish. all 3 r impressed w/ christian’s and next is courtney of course, a few aren’t too thrilled w/ this cuz they’re envious she seems to be a judges’ fave.. 3rd is elizabeth and even leslie had something to say abt this choice lol..

christian is the mystery box winner, so he gets brought to the pantry and is told he doesn’t have to cook in the elimination challenge.. and each of the 3 will be choosing their own basket of ingredients they want to require the wannabes to use that christian will choose.. JB has a bunch of wine and italy-inspired ingredients for fine dining.. GE is all abt the farmer’s market.. and GR is all abt the UK in his basket. all of the wannabes struggle to carry the basket filled w/ wines, etc (JB’s basket), i admit, i was thinking this would be the harder one to do out of the 3. christian gets to choose which one will have a time restraint and he picks courtney of course lol.. hmmm, jerky cutter is doing a pizza lol, ahran is doing a savory tiramisu, etc.. i personally LOVE tiramisu, when it’s done right! so i hope that ahran pulls it off… sadly, elise is still rattled and starting to lose the fight to stay in the competition.. she messed up the dough she was gonna use and has to make some new choices..

GR is feeling some sympathy for her and jumps in to help save her dough :) i really love his soft side, as the judge, he didn’t have to help her, he could’ve let her sink. but he sees the kindness in her and helped her :) 1st to be judged is courtney, she did a spaghetti dish and the 3 r impressed w/ it considering the time constraints. LOL cutter is getting into the shitter w/ GR again calling his lil pizza dish an ‘artisan’ pizza and GR deeply disagrees lol…. quite honestly, it looks like colorful dog food on a small circle of flattened dough lol.. JB is personally insulted by cutter’s choice in what he cooked w/ his personally chosen ingredients that have personal meaning for him as they’re very wonderful amazing ingredients. so he spit out the food and cutter is sent back to his station which doesn’t look like it’ll be his station for long lol.. leslie is next and gets a mixed response from GE, his plating is horrible!!!! willie did a fail too and points out he scores it a 1 lol.. GR is initially worried abt ahran’s savory tiramisu but he’s pleasantly impressed and once again comments how her age is def not a limitation in her ability! elise is up now and she’s being very critical of herself, and sadly her dish is a bit of a fail too. GR asks if she’s given up, and she says she’s not but the proof is in the pudding!

ahran is chosen as one of the best and GR asks for those who did the worst to raise their hands.. initially, cutter does raise his but then doesn’t the 2nd time, kinda arrogant IMO to not wanna admit that his was the worst.. but now, GR is pointing out cutter’s attitude atm and it’s abt time! so he better be eliminated! UGH damnit, cutter makes it to another week?!!!?!?!?! elise was eliminated :///// yes, she seems to have lost her emotional stamina for the competition, but cutter def needs to go away! his personality is disgusting much like jass-on’s from this season’s HK! some just can’t handle the competition and cancel themselves out, sadly this was elise’s time to do that… she’s such a sweet person too, if only she hadn’t given up, then cutter would’ve been leaving!

ooooooo GR’s wife tana will be coming to the MC dining room (!) to eat so u know they better not fuck it up! if she gets food poisoning or even tastes a crappy crumb of food, there will be HELL TO PAY LOL

latest epi of #FINDINGCARTER   Leave a comment

last we saw, carter and david hugged as father and daughter, and lori was secretly looking on and was PISSED! the epi starts tho w/ a lil art piece dedication to carter.. and it’s a big fae shot of her w/ part of her face melted off showing her skull?? and kinda understandably, she says full on that she hates it.. [btw, i think the intro song for the show is SO SPOT ON!].. back at home, every1 says they liked the art piece personally..

carter is even more upset when she sees a shitload of copies of the painting all over the school walls lol.. she feels completely betrayed by a girl who’s supposed to be her friend… back at the house, max tries to help w/ laundry but ends up messing it up, elizabeth is pretty polite abt his mistakes and it’s nice to see her not being a bitch for once lol.. still at school, bird posts the papers again and carter tries to tear them down again and this time, they end up in a girly pushing fight where gabe and what’s his name have to break them up lol.. but one of the school staff comes along and makes the boys leave while the girls are left to settle things..

max is abt to leave cuz he feels like he’s overstaying his welcome a bit but he better establishes a potential connection w/ taylor, but then he sees lori at the gas station! so they sit down and get to talking abt how carter’s been doing and everything. lori is pushing on stalkery ways tho and even max is pointing out how messed up it all is lol.. annnd david bought a car for the kids and at a lil gathering w/ elizabeth’s parents, taylor gives carter a tip to call their grandmother ‘gammy’? and she couldn’t have been more thrilled! elizabeth tells david she thinks she’s more his accountant than his wife, and of course she’s making out w/ what’s his name in the next scene and swearing it’s over w/ david…

bird arranges a lil dinner party for carter and friends, that taylor ends up cooking for, and max shows up announcing he’ll be able to move in cuz he’s getting a job and his parents said he could stay whereever.. then the friends all wanna sleep over so they set up some bed sheets tents in the living room, and taylor warns carter that elizabeth will freak when she sees this.. but instead elizabeth shocks them and is fine w/ it, even saying it should always be that way… privately, carter and bird talk abt her other pieces where someone is wearing a ‘mask’ and they embrace… hmmm next time, max tells carter that lori’s around!

2nd epi of #VIRGINTERRITORY   Leave a comment

so idk abt any1 else, but i’m still seriously loving this show, i’m so glad that MTV is exploring the other end of the sex spectrum! the minorities of the world need to be showcased more in our society so hopefully there will be less teasing, miseducation, etc and maybe ppl will get along better as time goes on.. i know i’ve dealt w/ my share of being teased and whatnot for being a virgin and it’s not easy or enjoyed lol.. so it’s nice to see others in the world who r going thru what i have… VIRGINS UNITE! :)

a 21 yr old is the newest virgin to the mix, his name is luke.. he was raised in a religious family and was taught that sex is something u don’t enter into lightly lol.. he’s never had a gf, but he’s done more than he sorta morally should’ve done lol, and he realizes he should wait for the right girl to do this stuff w/.. luke gets some insight and advice from his dad on the whole matter too while he’s cutting wood lol. luke reflects on a girl, jenny, he used to know that he says he ended up leading her on :/
luke is enjoying his time w/ jenny and even says ‘she’s the one that got away’ so i wonder if they could make things work and have a lil relationship..
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back to dominique, 1st thing she says she hates the hormones part of being a virgin lol, i’m sure she’s not alone in that.. for me, i don’t really feel those hormones or hornyness that 99% of the world does lol.. *shrugs.. her grandma keeps pointing out to her that she needs to be less picky and not let what happened w/ her parents affect her so much.. dominique’s finally trying to let loose and be less picky abt guys, so we’ll see if she can pull it off or not lol. dominique is hanging out shopping and get some advice and insight from her relative who’s a young single mom.. dominique is now on a casual lil date w/ sain? and omgosh he needs to get rid of that beard!!!! i can’t deal w/ facial hair, never have, never will! it goes more or less well but idk if he’s a good match for her lol..
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more w/ mikaela too, and the 1st thing she says is she’s done oral and gotten it in return lol.. last we saw of her, she was seriously making out w/ a guy in the garage at a party lol, but now she’s in the car w/ girl friends.. and they head out to the boardwalk to get matching tattoos of arrows, while also checking out a few guys along the way.. personally, i think the tattoo artist is decent looking lol :) what can i say, i got a thing for skinny white guys w/ tattoos.. lol.. lol mikaela and her friends r hanging out at the hot tub and a young fella comes along and flirts a bit w/ em, then admits he does have a months long gf lol so they immediately exit. mikaela talks abt how she wants to lose her virginity to someone meaningful and worth it, not a one night stand or anything meaningless..
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poor kyle, they’re at a club dancing around and he’s having to watch his crush, tabby, dancing w/ every guy she can.. she’s a bit whoreish lol at least that’s the impression i get.. so idk y he wants her so bad, he’s just gonna be sorely disappointed by her spreading her attn around to every guy and everything.. lol wow, he’s gotten the guts to ask her out on a lil date, but she’s hesitant and a bit blunt abt the whole thing… i really dunno what he sees in her, seems to be just plain infatuation w/ what he thinks she is, rather than what she really is… so i hope he’s not disappointed when he sees her for real..

so the date’s finally happening and she’s still insistant she hates surprises so it’s a bit awkward and somehow her cockyness turns him on?!?!?!? [his words lol] awwwww and just like i thought, the date was a disappointment for him and she was standoffish, cocky, rude, w/e u wanna call it.. poor guy.. i hope his crush on her is over now tho, he really is a nice guy and deserves someone who will appreciate him and treat him better… hmmm so thankfully kyle is now infatuated w/ another girl he knows named amanda.. she seems a lot kinder and she isn’t bothered by his being a virgin.. she actually seems to care abt his feelings and thoughts, unlike stupid tabby lol..

‘wish u were here’ epi of #EXTANT   Leave a comment

[just a lil reminder, circumstances have changed for me as of late so my tv blogs may suffer a bit for it but i'm trying to keep up w/ it cuz it's not any readers/followers faults what's going on in my life lol, so i hope my blogs r still good enuf in y'all's eyes :) but yeah i'll just say i don't have the usual tv perks (dvr, etc) i'm used to for the time being] in the past, we see how molly and john came to the decision to have ethan as their son.. he’s hyping up ethan as a great child for them to raise as their own and teach him how to be human (since he’s a humanich). ethan wants john’s support and presence but he has to turn ethan down.. while molly is out on a jog, she’s approached by the boss who also points out, like sam did b4, that molly is having the same issues and needs to be checked out and whatnot..

at the school, john and molly have to deal w/ a bunch of parents of other kids who r concerned abt ethan’s presence and his being not human.. molly takes over and seems to hopefully calm them down and make em shut up abt their needless judgments and concerns.. somehow, molly finds an odd design/logo on the wall and she snaps a pic of it.. while out driving tho, she notices a black van following her and it ends up being someone from work who was trying to give her the tracking device she left at work b4 lol… back at home, molly secretly checks out the pic of the logo/design again and doesn’t seem to know what it’s abt.. molly and john throw a lil party for molly’s bday at their house and sam takes a sample of her blood, but right after, she has pain again and another flashback where he tells her it’s ok while she’s laying on the floor nearly passed out…

after a lil blackout during the party, ethan reveals to john that molly’s been keeping a secret and he goes to ask her abt it.. john figures out this is y ethan’s been diff is cuz he’s not supposed to keep secrets and whatnot.. she finally tells him that her bosses did something to her during the mission and everything so at least she’s finally taken steps in telling john abt what’s happened.. also, there’s a lil special guest that shows up at the party – tim.. he just interacts w/ molly tho which is suspicious…. as the party ends, molly mentions how she wants to say bye to tim so she asks where he is, but john explains there was no tim there… and when molly looks at the party pic that he was supposedly a part of, there’s no tim in the pic either! man, molly is just being fucked w/ all around by every1! molly gets in the car w/ the boss but pretty soon, sam warns her to get out of it.. and things don’t go too well…… well, next week, something happens to ethan?!

lol some emergency supplies & more in #LEAHTLC   Leave a comment

i missed the 1st couple mins but apparently they experienced a lil earthquake and so when i finally changed to the channel, leah was going around the house to see if anything was affected by the earthquake since CA gets em a lot. leah goes over the emergency list of items they need to get and angelo is confused by the mere idea of an ‘emergency blanket’ lol..

lol leah is freaking out on trish for wanting to take stuff off the street curb like homeless ppl and hoarders lol.. btw, the other day, i was approached by a seemingly homeless man asking if i wanted their flat screen tv and movies cuz they’re homeless and need money.. ok well i’m in my own dire situation currently so i couldn’t help even if i wanted to, but i didn’t see any flat screen tv or movies, just them and their lil dog… so idk what the guy was talking abt, but if they need money so bad, y not bring the stuff to the pawn shop? there’s 50 million of em here in AZ! one just a couple blocks away from the spot we were at even!

meanwhile, angelo is saying ‘ma-che-te’ instead of ‘machete’ so he’s being teased lol.. and leah/trish finally make it to trish’s house and leah immediately jumps in abt how trish needs professional help lol.. i’ve lived in a minor hoarding home and it’s not fun, u gotta walk thru narrow(!) walkways, and u can never find anything.. which is y my room was the only one that had any organization, NO walkway cuz it was just a clear floor lol.. hehe angelo and george go shopping for the emergency essentials and instead buy a bunch of other crap instead of course lol.. and leah walks into the house w/ a bunch of random crap from trish’s house LOL and holy shit, the mask leah brought back, it plays music?! so they all start dancing to it LOL

haha i love it, angelo summons them outside to see all the stuff they bought and angelo can’t even think of a good reason for buying it all (‘tsunamis’ etc) vicki and george take a very short ride in the lil blow up raft, and leah and sofia do some potato sack race w/ the sleeping bags angelo bought lol.. this family is so quirky and great, i can see y they were given a reality show :)

[sorry y'all, i was only able to fully catch the 1st epi... but from what i saw of the 2nd epi, shannon gets a very interesting adult theme cake for her bday lol, so if u can, check it out :)]

season finale of #HELLSKITCHEN!   Leave a comment

who’s gonna win? it’s male vs male in this finale, jass-on vs. scott.. obv i’m voting for scott, and i’m so mad that jass-on even made it to the finals but w/ the way the competition was going, i knew he would make it ugh!!! sadly, he hasn’t been underperforming in the kitchen, but still, his damn attitude drives me nuts and i wanna kick him in the balls. arrogance and whatnot is SUCH a turn off to me, makes me wanna throw things at ppl like that.. the finalists hear from GR that they’ll be going on a luxurious reward trip overnite and shit to start off the finale lol. right when they’re abt to eat some food again, their loved ones walk in and surprise the finalists.. i really do think that jass-on’s gf is crazy to be w/ him, he’s soooo arrogant and disgusting… scott is winning me over tho w/ his spending time w/ his kids… but it doesn’t last long as the sous chefs whisk them away so they can have some fun w/ GR instead.

so scott and jass-on r to go head to head in a ring after cooking their best 5 dishes in 1 hr, each dish judged by some famous/well known chefs, each giving a score out of 10 for each dish from each wannabe, typical of the finales for HK. scott gets the favoring remark and comment for the 1st dish – salad. they both get an 8 for the hot app dish. both get a 9 for their individual chicken dishes too, so it’s damn close atm.. scott only gets an 8 for the fish dish, but jass-on gets a 9 ugh!!! scott gets a 9 and jass-on needs a 10 to win, but damnit i’ll be pissed if he gets it! YES! jass-on got an 8!

now the former wannabe’s are all brought back as is usual format for finales lol, so they get right to choosing who will be on their teams. melanie and rochelle r both annoyed at the guys’ choosing guys for their 1st couple choices.. really, they should be choosing based on the former wannabes’ strengths and ability to work w/ a team and leader. during prep the next day, some of the formers are giving the finalists a hard time in general lol, and it’s kinda funny to watch.. that’s one thing u have to remember if u make it to the end of the competition, that u need to get along w/ all the formers, otherwise, they’ll be too damn tempted to screw u over when u need em the most!

nice to see so many familiar faces from my other shows in the dining room :) (‘general hospital’, ‘shameless’ to name a couple!) the tickets start coming in and sandra is back to her old ways of being a lazy fuck, annnd just like i knew he would, jass-on can’t handle having females on his brigade and he’s calling sandra a ‘dumbass’ and being a chauvanistic jerk i always knew him to be.. the damn guy is a sexist and can’t handle women in the kitchen, he thinks they’re all dumb and useless.. i hope no one forgot his completely absurd outburst at one female in the beginning of the season, the moment i’ve been holding against him from the get go! (of course, anton ended up being no better lol) he’s just a bad leader and boss, he’s not trying to get the best out of his employees, he’s trying to tear them down… that’s the diff btwn him and GR! so i truly hope that GR sees what i’m talking abt and does not choose him to win!

lol meanwhile, scott is dealing w/ psycho jessica who’s still looking as wide eyed and frantic as ever lol, i see she hasn’t gotten effective help for her intensity… annnnd after taking forever w/ the garnish station and then still not even delivering good garnishes lol, scott quickly kicks her ass out and she takes off to the back.. smh, there really needs to be some kind of psychological testing the wannabes should go thru b4 making it onto the show lol. i will say tho that kashia is def working her butt off in trying her best and being the most helpful of the whole former bunch.. i’ve said it b4 in previous blogs, def the best time to come to HK is either the last dinner service b4 the finals, or the finals (but it won’t be GR’s dishes, it’ll be the finalists’ dishes).

GR reflects on both wannabe’s time as the head chefs in HK and whatnot and quickly sends them to his office.. he tells scott that he’s very determined and very artistic w/ his dishes.. he tells jass-on that he’s gotten stronger w/ each day in HK.. c’mon scott, open ur door!!!! i really really hope that scott wins it, jass-on does NOT deserve this prize and notoriety… he’ll be such a horrible boss to any female in the kitchen.. YES!!! SCOTT WINS!!!!!!!! HELL YEAH!!!! :))))))) i’m so happy for him and his wife and 2 young kids! i admit, i was a bit worried that jass-on made it the finals, but i knew ultimately that GR would see that jass-on’s attitude is not right for the job, but i’m sure jass-on won’t take this as a lesson to not be a prick! so major congrats to scott!!!! :)

series premiere of #VIRGINTERRITORY   Leave a comment

[this is gonna be a damn long blog so fair warning lol, i just have a lot to say on this stuff so if my views disagree w/ urs, pls don't take offense or anything...] i was particularly intrigued by this show simply b/c yeah i’m a virgin (by choice lol).. and don’t worry, i told every guy i’ve been in a relationship w/ even b4 the relationship started that i could easily die an old lady virgin and be fine w/ that so i don’t hide this from those that it would matter to. i don’t go around yelling it out to the general world either, til this blog lol. so idk how the general online world will take what i say, and this includes any1 i know who happens to read it.. anyway, i’ve always been adamant that ppl of any age should never be pressured or feel pressured to have sex. there’s always a consequence of having sex every damn time, whether it’s a ‘good time’, pregnancy, STD’s, etc. so be cautious who u give it to so to speak, esp if it’s ur 1st time! u dunno how many ppl tell me that they wish they hadn’t done it w/ their 1st time partners! and 99% of them r not still w/ that person anyways either… i’m not preaching that every1 should not have sex simply cuz it’s my personal choice not to, but i am saying that sex isn’t to be taken lightly..

i know there’s plenty of *everything* saying to have sex, this is a sex crazed world we live in and i’m in the absolute minority even more than the LGBT community, cuz at least they have sex too lol.. about 90-95% (my guess!) of virgins out there of any age r simply that b/c they’re waiting for marriage, it’s a religious choice, they’ve been sexually hurt in the past so they don’t want it ever again, or of course the ones who have never had the chance (’40 yr old virgin’ types). welllll, i’ll say i’m potentially one of those and also my OCD sure doesn’t help the situation. i think sex is gross. and also one other major reason that i don’t feel comfy sharing w/ the world just yet lol.. do i bash others for having sex? no, but i do think that sometimes ppl make the wrong decision based on the wrong reasons. sex shouldn’t be entered into lightly IMO so pls consider that, virgins and non-virgins! and i’ll shush abt it for now and get to the show already lol..

so this new MTV series is kinda like ‘true life’ but features just virgins who r virgins for X reason and they’re hoping to not be virgins anymore at some point usually.. and the show documents their change from virgin to not virgin hopefully for them.. so the epi starts in MD w/ dominique, she’s 21 and a virgin obv.. her reason is she’s waiting for marriage. she’s still a typical young person all around who likes to hang out w/ friends and go out as we see in the 1st few mins.. the furthest she’s gotten is maybe touchy-feely and kissing, nothing more. she explains that she’s never felt true love b4 and she doesn’t want to just give it to whoever like most do.. i’m glad that *someone* out there feels the same way abt this bit! i just want ppl in general to be able to say that the ppl they had sex w/ were not regrets in any way…

dominique shows off her new look to her grandmother who she lives w/ and she says she looks like a hooker lol.. well, i can say no one has ever said THAT to me lol. i dress pretty simple and cover up everything. 1. i’m no skinny bitch and so i don’t feel like i have the body to show off anything. 2. if i did have the body i want, then yeah i’d dress tons more ‘slutty’ lol, or revealing i should say cuz i would be proud of my body and want to show that to the world that i’m proud of my curves and whatnot… but anyway, her mom comes along and tries to wear some of the stuff that dominique was trying to wear.. but now her world is rocked cuz her mom announced she’s getting married after only being divorced from dominique’s dad for 6 yrs.. honestly, that’s longer than a lot of relationships out there after a divorce lol, so i think dominique is being a bit biased on her opinion lol.. but understandably :)

dominique is out w/ her mom and gets set straight real fast by her cuz she’s saying to her mom that she needs help w/ being taken care of or something cuz considering she’s living w/ her grandma……. but her mom shuts her up real fast and points out that she’s 21, not disabled, and VERY capable of doing things for herself so there’s no reason y she can’t get it all on her own and that considering all this, she as her mom is not required to take care of her anymore, so it’s on her.. i do happen to agree w/ this in a way, that once ur 18, as a child, ur pretty much on ur own unless some major crazy circumstances happen.. and that once ur 18, ur parents are no longer responsible for u, but rather u r for urself.. i’m even needing to learn that lesson at my age for a few things so it’s a hard adjustment when life throws curveballs at u and all u wanna do is crawl under a rock or something… but yeah, i def see dominique as VERY capable of taking care of herself so i agree w/ her mom in this case. but as readers/followers know, i’m very adamant that when ur a child, ur parents r supposed to put u 1st over themselves or each other (if it comes to that) or their partners. that’s their job as ur parents for sure… i know i don’t know dominique and her mom’s true dynamic and their history, i’m sure it’s as complicated as mine w/ my mom lol.. but i’m just saying in general this is how it is and should be… but i can also sympathize w/ dominique who’s now reeling from that convo and crying in her car :///

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next is kyle, 20 yrs old and he’s pretty physically fit lol.. he goes to the gym to escape from his past troubles of losing his dad to leukemia and also severe bullying.. while every1 in high school was having sex, he was grieving his dad so he thinks he missed out on the time frame that ppl typically lose their virginity.. at the gym, he flirts a bit w/ a gym employee, nice looking blonde girl, but she’s a bit weary and slightly/nicely turns him down, awwww… they’re at a strip club surrounded by nekkid female parts and whatnot and the friends are all pressuring him to not feel so awkward abt it.. he tells us that he was scarily informed of STD’s and whatnot so that’s a worry for him and part of y he’s stayed away from sex..

yeah i can imagine, STD’s r no joke, esp HIV/AIDS. obv i’ve never had an STD but i’m very well aware of their existence and i’ll be damned if i ever get one! but yeah, that def points out that ppl need to be careful who they have sex w/! cuz once u have sexual contact w/ 1 person, u’ve potentially had sexual contact w/ every partner they’ve had b4 u too and their partners and so on, and who knows what STD’s etc they have!! btw, i’m not a fan of strip clubs, cuz well, they’re just plain gross and dirty! [bout to go on a OCD fit rant lol so fair warning] every surface in a strip club could have some nasty STD or infection bodily fluid/remnants on it and ugh! these girls r wearing g strings/thongs/nothing in their genital areas and they’re putting their business all over any customers! so yeah EWWWWWW!!! and i’d hate to ever touch a $1 bill (or any $$$) that was stuck in a g string or some girl’s asscrack!! NASTY!!! so idk y he’s talking abt STD’s worries when he’s at a strip club like that lol.

does any1 know tho if these dancers (males and females) r tested for STD’s and whatnot on a reg basis?? i’m just curious cuz i don’t know any1 who’s done it really so i have no one to ask. btw, there’s a lot of adult businesses here in AZ, phx anyways. in boston, there’s just 1 that i know of and it’s an adult bakery type. i’ve been in central boston plenty and never noticed a strip club or anything, but here, there’s hooters, twin peaks (boobs-focused establishments lol), there’s a cabaret centerfolds a couple mins away from me, multiple strip clubs, etc lol… so idk, maybe boston just doesn’t make it so damn obvious?? anyway, this STD’s talk is all on my mind cuz i actually had to explain to a cab driver the other nite how HIV/AIDS doesn’t come from just ‘gay sex’ (his words). i went thru the whole list of potential ways it’s carried from one person to another (blood transfusion, sexual contact w/ anyone who has it (as in not just ‘gay sex’), mother to baby thru the womb or nursing, sharing needles, etc etc) so there’s a lot of misconceptions out there abt STD’s and whatnot still in 2014…

i’ll say on kyle’s behalf that it’s tons harder for a guy to be a virgin these days but it’s also kinda harder for girls too, the world is more sex crazed than ever.. but right now, he’s being majorly flirted w/ from a drunk girl friend but he’s hoping to do something w/ tabby, his crush.. they have a really long hug (it seems) when they greet but after what seems like a bit of awkward silence, she decides to go elsewhere to go dance lol.. while out, he basically outs himself to his friends and tells them he’s a virgin. they’re shocked and give him a bit of a hard time but r more or less accepting in a guys-way lol.. he feels better now that he said it and doesn’t have to hide anymore.. and yeah i can totally relate. every1 these days assumes that every1 is not a virgin after at least 15-16 yrs old, so being 30 and considering my other stats, me as a virgin by choice is a shocker to ppl.. maybe i’ll regret posting this blog w/ so much of my personal life in it lol, but i’m not ashamed of being a virgin and idk, maybe someone will read this and feel less alone?? if ur out there, i’m here :)

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over in oregon, is a girl named mikaela who’s 19 and a college freshman. like dominique, she hasn’t found ‘the guy’ yet that she cares enuf for to lose it to so it just hasn’t happened yet.. immediately we see her interacting w/ her friends and all r talking abt sex related stuff so there’s the awkwardness of that where they all know she’s a virgin and all.. i’ve been there plenty myself. i’m completely alone in this world w/ being a virgin it seems (well til this show lol) and i’ve always been surrounded by sex crazed/loving friends who all playfully tease me abt it. when it’s like all day every day then yeah it gets annoying lol, but occassional doesn’t bother me, long as they still show respect for my choices and feelings ultimately. but i can def understand y it would get difficult to handle after awhile. to me, i just wish it wasn’t considered such a big deal. and to me, it’s not really worth it. so i just wish that non virgins would see the virgin side of things instead of only trying to make me see their side, and to see it as positive instead of just negative.. anyway, mikaela tries some flirting too w/ a guy she has a crush on and she manages to get his # :)

so mikaela and the crush, ashton manage to meet up for a lil casual date.. ohhhh but after the date she asks him if he has a gf and he says he does?!?!?! uhhh then y did they meet up for this lil date??? does ashton seriously just think they were meeting up as friends?! lol smh some guys are just oblivious! lol.. so anyway, that date was obv a bust, too bad too.. now she’s crushing on a guy named matt that she met a couple wks b4 in VA, they’ve been texting for a lil bit. and her and friends talk a bit abt the consequences of sex where mikaela mentions that she has such bad luck she’d likely end up pregnant the 1st time she has sex lol.. well, that kinda thing does happen to ppl so it’s possible lol..

right b4 a lil house party, the friends give her a lil gift basket filled w/ uhhh sex requirements that she’ll need if she ends up having sex w/ someone tonite lol.. i can say no one’s ever done THAT w/ me but i know they’ve been tempted lol, and one even joked saying i should record it so that i have proof that i had sex whenever/if i do cuz otherwise they won’t believe it lol… hmmm so during the party, she starts making out in the garage?! LOL.. and they’re like, full on making out lol so it’s a bit awkward this is being filmed for the world to see LOL, but that’s sure not stopping them lol!

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lisa is 23 and a Christian who is waiting til her wedding nite for sex, and she’s also engaged to be married in a week lol, good timing :) unlike the others tho, she does have friends who r virgins so at least she’s not alone in that way :) we immediately see her at her bachelorette party filled w/ lingerie gifts and whatnot. her fiance’s sex life however is very diff from hers. he last had sex at 14?! geez lol. and he does masturbate whereas she never has. so they’re on very different levels w/ joining together and starting their own sex life as a married couple. lol he’s joking that they could go hrs w/ sex and she’s worried abt it cuz she thinks she couldn’t handle it and would ‘die’ lol.. i’m kinda w/ her on that.. guys can go on forever it seems and yeah some girls too lol, but i’m not one of em!

she’s having natural gazillion questions abt a billion diff scenarios and how to handle em all, including is it uncomfortable to have sex on the floor? how do ppl do it on airplanes? how should she position her legs? etc lol.. i think how she’s feeling is pretty damn natural to wonder abt all these what if’s. but i wonder if her fiance has been trying to help inform her of the answers cuz she seems to have too many questions that go beyond general sex ed and w/ him being experienced, u’d think he’d be telling her *something*.. but i don’t agree w/ her last question abt having sex when ur too tired and how to do it… if someone isn’t in the mood for X reason, they shouldn’t be made to, forced, pressured, etc to have sex.. even if someone stops it MID-sex, that’s their right to do that and the other person should never be upset or rude abt it.. to me, that’s a HUGE red flag IMO..

so her life is filled w/ questions, happiness of getting married soon, and sadness cuz her dad is in a nursing home right now and may need surgery ASAP, so she doesn’t know if he’ll be able to be at the wedding and like many girls she wants him to walk her down the aisle. there was no aisle for me to walk down as i’ve said previously in other blogs, but i do wish my dad could’ve been there to support me so i understand her feelings on this matter. it’s now the nite b4 the wedding and she says bye to her fiance so the next time they see each other, they’ll be getting married! thankfully, her dad was able to give her away on the wedding day so the wedding went as perfectly as it could w/ happiness and smiles and love filling the air the whole time..

she’s feeling a bit pressured to have sex on their wedding nite, so who knows how it’ll go.. if she makes herself go thru w/ it or backs out and how he reacts…. they get to the room and they lay in bed in their wedding clothes and just talk a bit. and he starts to undo her dress and closes the door….. the next day, she tells us that they did end up having sex, but only partially used condoms.. she seems a bit numb and depressed? that she had sex and isn’t a virgin anymore??? but ultimately she seems emotionally relieved that they are married now and love each other so they can express it physically and emotionally now…

ok so apparently, this show continues w/ ppl’s journeys after just 1 epi, i guess til they finally lose their virginity??? lol.. so i figure this is the end of lisa’s journey, but we’ll see more of the others, how much, idk…. but i’ll say this is a great series IMO. it’s realistic obv, it’s touching on a subject and focusing on the ‘minority’ of the world (virgins), and it’s bringing up real questions and worries and frustrations related to virginity… so i hope to see at least 1 or two ppl on this show being shown as being virgins for the same reasons as me, help me feel less alone in this sex crazed world :) what did every1 else think of the show???

‘lost cause’ epi of #TRUEBLOOD   Leave a comment

last epi, arlene was nearly drained to death and was even seeing terry, but ultimately survived thankfully while many died in the battle to save the hostages.. willa isn’t making things very easy, just going off on pam and eric, til eric stops her and apologizes for her.. he tells her that they need her help to find sarah, but she wants to be released from him in return, so he does it. willa tells them that sarah has a vamp sister named amber lol, she’s in dallas tx supposedly. hmmm, interesting! lol they tell ginger to make arrangements, but she demands they bring her w/ them to dallas OR fuck her b4 they leave.. soooo she screams in protest while the coffins are put in the van w/o her lol.. hmmm, i thought they would’ve killed ginger after pam took her idea for fangtasia, she’s just so damn annoying lol.. but apparently they kept her alive for all this time lol and i guess i just overlooked her being in the show still…

sookie arrives back at home w/ lafayette and james waiting there to comfort her. she insists on cleaning up and everything, but they insist on her getting some much needed rest.. i LOVE lafayette, besides when he’s having his zany hallucinations and crap lol, he’s so wonderful and i’d love to have him as my gay guy best friend! tara really did take his presence for granted sometimes, he’s such a great caring person!! sookie wakes up to find the house sorta decorated w/ some food set out for ppl and alcide’s father is there to help w/ everything of settling alcide’s arrangementsand final wishes sorta stuff.. but sookie isn’t too thrilled for the party but lafayette tries to pursuade her anyways.. b4 she can go back upstairs to be sad, bill is at the door w/ flowers and she invites him in b4 going upstairs to get dolled up.

eric and pam show up at amber’s home and see that she’s got the hep v too, darkened veins all over her body.. and she takes the time to fill them in on her POV of sarah’s life and old pics.. she tells eric how her love, jeremy had the hep v and died in her arms. eric tells amber they’re going after sarah cuz this is all her fault, she wants to be a part of it once eric agrees they’ll likely kill her. pam of course finds her appealing now lol. she tells them that she’s likely gone off to dallas to see their parents cuz they’re suckers for sarah’s bull, eric swears to her ‘we can be assholes’ lol..

the rev is busy dealing w/ lettie mae who’s still obsessing abt tara and not being able to see her now. i think that’s the guilt talking for being a shit mom all her life, than them having a good relationship.. he has her taste some food and she says it needs cumin, she goes to the cabinet to get it but sees something else instead…. [OTC shit to make u go zzzzzzzzzz lol]. at the lil party, bill is being a wallflower but still enjoying the atmosphere, the rest of the citizens of bon temps all seem to be at the party and are celebrating life now that things r settled and not-violent, death-filled.. soon tho, bill is having a flashback to the past right when the civil war is abt to happen? idk what this has to do w/ anything lol but ok…. in a bar, bill is going against all the men in there and saying the yankees will win and they have no chance of winning the war, so the bartender kicks him out….

back at the party, sookie is ‘comforted’ in an odd way so bill whisks her away to try some chicken lol.. things get more serious tho and alcide’s dad talks abt his son, saying he was a fighter and that sookie was worth fighting for, he died a hero… lettie mae comes in but lafayette tries to get her away, but sookie offers lettie mae the chance to speak on tara. she tells how tara died saving her and asks for a toast to tara. hmmm i’m kinda surprised at how things went honestly. i thought that lettie mae would start yelling at sookie again or *something*.. so maybe i gotta wait a bit more for that to happen…. meanwhile, andy tries to settle things w/ jessica and he tells her he’s gonna propose to holly so jessica rushes off to find him a ring lol.. so sookie offers andy a ring from their grandmother who was gonna give it to jason for his future wife.. but jason happily offers it to andy instead..

i must say, it’s really nice to see the hostages back to living and being happy now, after all the torture they went thru :), and now holly is bout to be proposed to by andy :))))) i hope no violence happens to interrupt this beyond thrilling moment!!! LOL holly jumps the gun and yells YES b4 andy can actually finish asking, but she does give him the chance to finish and they kiss :)))))) james tries to sneak away w/ jessica but she’s def being avoidy, idk y… sookie and arlene sneak upstairs tho so arlene can talk to sookie abt her feelings of missing alcide.. what they don’t know tho is alcide’s dad is listening outside the door… lol arlene explains nothing but time (and tequila) will help her get thru this hard time lol, and alcide’s dad quietly walks elsewhere.

james decides to spend some time talking to lafayette, and he asks him if he did it w/ a danny moynahan in the past and he admits he did… so they start making out and WOW hmmm that’s an adjustment to see! i’m used to nathan parsons being straight in his roles (‘ethan’ on my soap ‘general hospital’, what’s his name on ‘the originals’) so that’s an adjustment to see him making out w/ another male lol.. but hey, it’s the same when it’s a gay person making out w/ the opposite sex lol.. i wonder how they feel abt doing this as actors/actresses, if this is an obstacle for their personal/professional growth?? or if they object to it in any way?? if i was an actress and the character was gay when i’m straight, then i personally wouldn’t mind making out w/ a woman, i’m just comfy either way and not weirded out by it, but it would be awkward cuz i’ve never done it b4, if that makes sense…

anyway, elsewhere, pam sees how much the hep v has effected him, seeing that he’s reached stage 2. he tells her she needs to accept that he’s dying and she cries as she applies cover up to his darkened veins.. back at the party, arlene is very awkward and hiding from the vamp that saved her after she was drained, so they basically talk thru sookie lol.. and i can’t believe arlene just said ‘i have to go make tinkle b/c i am human…….’ LOL!!!! jessica is finally wanting to talk to james so she gets guided outside to find him, but instead she overhears lafayette and james going at it their car!!!!!!!! but jessica freaks out and jessica asks jason to rescind the invitation to the house and he does… lafayette is more dressed now and asks if james is ok, but james is now doing the distance thing and asks to be left alone.. jason is trying to console jessica and point out that maybe she just didn’t notice the signs of possible gayness in james.. but lafayette comes in and points out to her that she doesn’t know anything abt him cuz she never bothered to really find out but that he does know.. and that lafayette has every right like every1 else to have love and sex in his life too, gay or not… he leaves but says if she doesn’t love him then to let him so he can love him….

downstairs, sookie is walking around the house all drunk and intoxicated, but can still hear every1’s thoughts and what they’re saying… back in the past, bill is remembering how he is being led by a slave who he’s friends w/, trying to sneak his family and other slaves w/o being seen by the army.. secs later tho, the slave friend is shot dead..the army man makes bill set the map on fire and bill’s wife manages to talk him out of shooting them and the army man rushes off on his horse.. back in the present, sookie talks to bill a bit and he points out to her that this lil party has managed to achieve ‘mainstreaming’ where humans and others r mingling happily (for the most part lol). she hugs him and thanks him, hmmmm i sense they’re gonna end up back together b4 the end of the series…. but really, she should be w/ eric IMO…

sookie gets back inside the house but she hears lettie mae’s thoughts that she has to get willa’s blood so she stabs willa (not fatally) and that sets off the other vamps but sam intervenes and gets every1 to calm down… she starts going on and on abt how tara has been talking to her from the other side and she needed willa’s blood, etc.. but lafayette gets lettie mae outta there… the hyping every1 has been done tho and now sam’s fiance is also starting to go off abt how this is not how ppl should be dealing w/ all the deaths that have been happening (by having a party lol) and she has sam bring her home… jason and jessica talk a bit privately and she kisses him, and he kisses her back, and now they’re just making out and embracing :) i always thought they were great together, yes they broke hoyt’s heart by hooking up but hoyt just wasn’t really right for jessica, and jason accepted jessica way better….

in the women’s restroom, sarah appears to her mom and sucks up to her b4 telling her she’s in trouble.. but tries to defend herself saying ‘i’m not a monster, i’m a Buddhist’ LOL.. she tells her mom the Yakuza r after her … back at sookie’s, jessica and jason r totally fucking and kissing all over each other, but it doesn’t take long for violet to overhear the sexual moans and stuff, BUT she doesn’t barge in or nothing, she just storms off very pissed… meanwhile, eric and pam r already inside and eric is abt to glamour the man but a bunch of men, the Yakuza start storming in and shooting every1.. sarah’s dad is straight up shot in the head while sarah and her mom r running, but she can’t keep up and is shot dead while sarah keeps on running… RIGHT INTO ERIC!! he immediately grabs her neck and is abt to strangle her but the Yakuza r gonna kill him, so he kills them 1st instead, even taking off the mouth of one man! EWWWWWWWWW! well, that wasn’t a pleasant death, add in that he was stabbed w/ swords lol… back at home, sookie sees alcide’s jacket on the bed and smells it and puts it on, like arlene told her earlier she’d done w/ terry’s jacket too. she climbs into bed wrapped up in his jacket and imagines him next to her….back in the past, bill is talking w/ his wife, caroline, reassuring he loves her and he’ll be back soon from the war.. when he comes out of the bath, bill sees the darkened vein on his own chest!!!! ://///// geez, damn hep v!!!!!!!

i guess that’s how ‘true blood’ will end, w/ all the vamp characters dying from the damn disease!!!! :(((( i wonder how bill got it tho…. and i’m so glad that jason and jessica reunited a bit, even if it’s just temporary, nice for us fans to have a lil taste of those two together again, but i figure it won’t last long since the damn bitch is gonna be out for REVENGE! jason and jessica r both such great characters to the show, i don’t want either of em to die! and it’s nice to see eric having some strength w/ killing but man, taking off the guy’s mouth was just GROSS! lol… and like i said, i really want sookie back w/ eric!!! i know sookie and bill r married in real life (they r still, right?) and usually that makes me love couples even more if they’re together in real life, but bill and sookie never really did it for me, but eric and sookie do!!! and i agree w/ lafayette, he deserves love and happiness and sex too so i hope james comes around!!!

season finale of #SISTERWIVES   Leave a comment

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so this is gonna be a reflective season finale epi supposedly where they start from when kody/meri married to now and focusing a bit on each member of the brown family. but right now, it’s a lil bit of a surprise for the kids so apsyn calls kody w/ her guess at what the surprise is and she thinks robyn is pregnant LOL.. kody has his lil ponytail going on again and i’m sorry but like i said b4, i can’t deal w/ him and that ponytail! maybe if it was at a diff angle or diff hair length it would be easier? but the way he does it just oyyy lol.. so that nite, kody mainly hosts for the wives and kids a lil slideshow montage of various older pics in a backyard, and along the way, we hear the story of the past for the browns marriages, etc.

LOL kody says that he and meri only knew each other 6 months when they married lol, some ppl can marry really fast and be perfect together the rest of their lives so i don’t doubt that it happened for them at that point. they agreed from the get go that they’d do plural marriage so they were always on the lookout for additional wives.. janelle knew meri b4 meri met kody so the friendship btwn the women was always there and kody started seeing the potential in a relationship w/ janelle too. back then tho, there were a lot of potential guys for janelle lol, so she didn’t take kody too seriously at 1st, but obv eventually she did lol… janelle thinks that kody was the best husband and father possible for her and her kids.. christine explains that she always wanted to be a 3rd wife so what she was marrying into was perfect for her. LOL kody explains that christine was a ‘shameless flirt’ too lol..

the kids r discussed now and we hear how logan is a strong leader and big brother even from a young age. janelle mentions that she worries that logan didn’t get to be a typical kid/teen cuz he was taking on a lot of older sib responsibilities w/ kody being gone so much as a salesman.. aspyn is a great big sister and caregiver, she loves life in a poly family… meri talks abt her fertility struggle and that mariah was a ‘complete shock’ when she happened. she seemed to really enjoy life and her childhood, always smiling :) she’s able to be independent and an ‘only child’ but she’s a great sister who doesn’t personally consider herself to be an ‘only child’ and loves her big family too. we all know how badly she wishes for meri to have more kids cuz she wants her mom to be happy and she’s seen and sympathizes w/ meri’s fertility struggles.. madison is next and discusses how she has picked up on various positive qualities from all her parents..

mykelti feels like she’s grown and changed from her former ‘bad’ child ways lol.. she wanted tats and piercings and everything back in the day but she’s over being the bad child and doesn’t consider herself that.. hunter is next and they talk abt how he’s always been a major athelete and has always been checked out by coaches and whatnot who wanted him on their teams lol.. but they also acknowledge hunter’s softer side that he loves and has a sweet heart too to the youngest siblings.. garrison is up and they talk abt how he’s the middle child and has dealt w/ those issues a bit, he wanted to be a stand out from his brothers so he joined the ROTC and has flourished and thrived from that program. he’s hoping to join the navy and then be an engineer.

it’s really crazy how the army/military can turn rebellious/anti authority ppl into ppl who follow commands from their superiors and whatnot. my little brother was always doing the wrong things lol, he’s been in his terrible two’s since he was 1 lol! he’s 17 now and he was going down a bad path IMO and then he decided to join army stuff and is in boot camp training or w/e right now at fort b___ i can’t remember the name.. he was always anti authority and now he’s being told what to do all the time and whatnot, it’s just weird how ppl flip things around when they join… i honestly thought that he was joining cuz he wanted to see if he could be the ONE person that manages to talk back to the superiors and challenge them lol, but he seems to be taking it all very seriously.. so i do hope that this all makes him happy ultimately and he gets the most out of his life.

paedon is next and wow, i’ve never heard or seen a name like that b4, very unique! :) he’s one of the kids that took it particularly hard that the family was leaving utah immediately and going to vegas. his reaction was pretty heartbreaking cuz he cried his eyes out.. even now to this day, he’s still effected by the move but now he’s happy in vegas so at least he’s no longer struggling like he was that nite.. gabriel is next and he’s a tough kid, he likes to scramble around w/ his siblings and is very active/energetic lol.. he’s a bit of a challenge lol… wow, gwendolyn is 4 days younger than gabriel lol, she’s one of the lesser seen sibs too and she says she’s a unique personality :).. ysabel is next and she’s been labelled a pixie. christine starts to cry a bit cuz ysabel is very sensitive and gets headaches and christine just wishes she could make ysabel’s life easier and better for her… savanah is next up and apparently she was a very easy baby lol :) she’s 9 now and is still being spoiled and treated like the baby lol..

robyn’s relationship w/ kody is discussed now, as we know, robyn’s entrance into the family was taken kinda hard by the wives, esp christine.. kody tells us how he initially didn’t even consider robyn really cuz she was divorced, 3 kids, and a van, and he didn’t need that kinda baggage lol.. but he was encouraged to dance w/ her and then after a bit, he could tell that he wanted to be married to her.. dayton is discussed and his aspberger’s w/ how he deals w/ himself and being in a big family now.. seems having this family has helped him thrive tho and handle things better than he would otherwise.. aurora has loved being a part of this family and having a father-daughter relationship w/ kody.. brianna is next and she’s 10, forgetting she’s not the youngest anymore lol.. meri and brianna are particularly close too :)

truely is discussed now and she’s a vibrant lil girl.. of course, her major health scare from awhile ago is discussed.. apparently, at one point, they thought that she had died :///// but of course, every1 was beyond thrilled when she ended up making it thru it and came home to her big family.. now the publicizing that they’re poly’s, the worry and scare of being in trouble w/ the law for this and the move to vegas due to the worry of it all.. we now see the 1st actual happy moment in vegas where baby solomon was born.. he’s a happy thriving lil boy now :) next major happy time was the moving into the official homes so they were all together again as a family instead of spread apart in diff locations.. so this was the season finale and a nicer lil way to say temporary goodbye to the brown family.. cuz idk if i could deal w/ ANOTHER Q&A finale lol, for now anyway, this family has done enuf of that lol… but i think this was a nice lil sentimental way to end the season… so see ya later brown family! :)

who’s getting booted in #MASTERCHEF?   Leave a comment

there’s currently 14 left as the wannabes r on a lil MC bus on their way to the team challenge. they arrive at a good size diner called ‘dinah’s’. the 3 inform them that they’ll be cooking the food for the busiest shift and each team will cook for half of the diner.. the team captains will be chosen by the 3, a couple want this role and a couple very much don’t lol. WILLIE is one team captain and christine is the second team captain.. but both teams will be males vs females.. but that’s not all, the teams pick one person from the other team to join theirs lol. red team chooses christian who’s particularly surprised, and blue team picks victoria.. the diners will be given a red and blue MC dollar bills and r to give it to the team’s dish they liked best by putting the dollar in the bin b4 leaving, if they don’t like it then no tip! and the team captains will be expediting the kitchens, so we’ll see how they do as leaders and keeping their kitchens flowing smoothly.

christine is handling the expediting well and lots of vocalizing/communicating in the kitchens but willie seems to be fading a bit w/ his voice… too bad too cuz i really was pulling for willie to do good and shine in this! wow, now willie is at the point where he seems to have forgotten how to read?!?!? GE jumps in to try and help willie get his area organized.. meanwhile, the red team’s club sandwiches are not being done to par so christine won’t allow them to be brought to customers, causing the whole kitchen’s orders to be held up.. elise is def making it seem like club sandwiches r the hardest to prepare lol, i know layering correctly is hard but gosh… it’s amazing she’s made it so far w/ her being unable to make a club sandwich! leslie on the blue team is struggling w/ his eggs.. i’ll say that eggs can be pretty temperamental and time sensitive lol, but i’ve made it no secret that i don’t like leslie lol.. LOL the customers r not fans of leslie’s eggs haaaaa! doesn’t take long for willie to remove him from the station but it’s still a fail anyway cuz the table(s) walk out!

lol willie thinks they *might* face the pressure test but i think it’s safe to say they WILL face it lol, unless red team fucks up majorly.. and right when i type that, a customer gets GR and turns out she had raw chicken on her plate!! hmmm a lot of customers have been coming to dinah’s for many yrs (decades even!), if i’m ever in that area, i’ll have to make sure i make a trip there to try out the food :) at the end of the team challenge, GR announces they’ll find out the next day who will be doing the pressure test vs. safe from elimination.. so it’s kinda up in the air but i’m def leaning towards blue team doing the pressure test w/ willie not speaking up, leslie FAILING at eggs, tables walking out, etc… so it’s $87 vs $82…. the winning team isssssss RED TEAM, like i thought! i bet victoria is wishing she hadn’t been favored by them lol.. willie is given the option to save 3 members of the team or save himself…. not surprisingly considering willie’s good character, he chooses to save 3 – daniel (w/ cracks at leslie who is being leslie..), francis, and victoria (this makes me glad since she didn’t exactly choose to be on the team so she shouldn’t have to do the pressure test by default like that).

oooooooo RED VELVET CAKE is the pressure test food item! omgosh, it’s soooo perfectly layered!!! honestly, idk if they should be given the ingredients for the pressure test, i think a good challenge in addition to it being the pressure test would be to figure out for themselves what the ingredients are supposed to be… as the team leader, willie is pretty confident and notes how he doesn’t need to move fast in the kitchen, cuz he’s just so calm and knows what he’s doing basically. leslie of course is quick to brag and act like he’s fine.. but he’s including pistachios?! but w/ his arrogant and disgusting attitude, it really makes me wonder what he’s like at home… is he married? does he have kids? do they yank their hair out every day from his ranting?! i used to bake cakes and decorate and i never thought i needed to do the slicing the curvy part off the top layer lol. and then i wondered y it was so frustrating to frost it! lol.. but i was just a kid back then. i always got compliments on the taste and moistness of my cakes and eventually the decorating bits i did..  but yeah, i wish i had gone into cake decorating like i originally wanted to when i was younger. lol but w/ my ocd perfection and everything, i’d never finish a product in a timely manner lol!

hmmm w/ willie’s cake, i think the lowest frosting is too thin compared to the top one, but GR is thinking the layering’s great. leslie did go thru w/ the pistachios and JB liked his cake overall, GR compliments him as well.. w/ dan’s cake, JB can’t even cut thru it to show the slice!!! he has to really struggle  lol and the cake is too curved, but JB points out that cutter’s cake looks worse than his so he may be saved by cutter’s worst cake.. apparently cutter used too much frosting too and it overwhelms the moistness of the cake.. cutter even goes so far as to say he disagrees w/ GR lol and he’s starting to get disrespectful w/ GE too by interrupting him and getting an attitude.. so JB jumps in to taste too and tries to set cutter straight, asking if he’s delusional! but now he’s just plain mouthing off to JB telling JB ‘don’t put words in my mouth’ and he points out that he’s starting to be disrespectful and ignorant LOL.. i think his attitude alone right now is gonna get his ass eliminated, even if he had the most perfect cake..

well i think it’s obv gonna come down to dan  and cutter, and likely cutter is exiting tonite cuz of his crap cake and even crappier attitude and disrespect towards each of the 3! all cuz he’s pissed he had to do a damn cake and hates baking! wow, in the MC competition, u have to be versatile and diverse in ur abilities w/ all kinds of food, dishes, and general techniques in cooking/baking/etc. so for him to act like baking is too frustrating for him means he shouldn’t have joined this competition in the 1st place! clearly he was under a different impression of what challenges he’d face in this competition and it’s long time  for him to go! so i’ll be shocked if he isn’t eliminated.. WTF!!!!! CUTTER IS SAFE?!?!?!?!!? well, i’ll say, the judges don’t judge on attitudes of the wannabes, but i admit, i think it wasn’t the best decision they’ve ever made.. i think dan deserved to be safe, but idk, maybe even tho it shows good character to be humble, that it ended up working against him in this competition and he didn’t have enuf ‘passion’ and fight to win????

LOL YAY next epi, they’re gonna be cooking alongside GR! that’s some damn high standards they’ll be up against! i LOVE watching GR cook, u basically only see it in his UK shows lol, but when u do, it’s just poetry in a kitchen! and his famoous ‘done’ lol… and medics r needed too!! UH OH!

‘girl meets sneak attack’ epi of #GIRLMEETSWORLD   Leave a comment

1st of all, i LOVE this title cuz i truly hope it’s in reference to eric when he was trying to SNEAK ATTACK to-pan-gah! in that one epi after she beat him up in wrestling lol! he was all over the place – in a display case, in a PAINTING!, in the sofa! lol.. no one will ever match eric’s personality lol!!! who agrees?! :) the epi starts w/ cory and auggie (a mini cory) bout to shave and covered in shaving cream but both manage to kiss on topanga’s face and get the shaving cream all over her lol! riley enters the scene and is very happy and positive lol.. ‘this life thing, i think i got it down’ – riley, right b4 maya and farkle come in and join the mix. cory wants to start watching auggie’s fave tv show at the table but auggie turns it off saying he has a new best friend now so he doesn’t wanna watch it anymore… riley is on a happiness roll at school, but immediately sinks when she sees lucas interacting w/ another girl..

in history class w/ cory, he’s talking abt the ‘sneak attack’ regarding pearl harbor sadly, i was hoping he’d reference eric, even just saying his name to the class and a chuckle would’ve sufficed! lol.. and riley gets herself excused cuz she’s so mopey now.. but outside of class, riley is doing her own version of a sneak attack and very clearly spying on lucas w/ the girl, missy lol. she storms back into class and confronts missy, also mocking her lol.. and she does her own ‘boop!’ and ends up putting her finger in lucas’ NOSE! she’s so frozen w/ embarrassment now that she can’t move it from him, and farkle accidentally decides to join and ‘boop’s too lol.. riley decides to hide in the VERY skinny and small locker, i really dunno how this girl fit in there! my gosh!!! and of course, missy walks up and has to do some rubbing it in w/ riley..

back at home, auggie is giving the parental units a bit of a hard time w/ insisting he’s more grown up than he is.. even calling them ‘mother’ and ‘father’.. cory is particularly heartbroken at auggie’s sudden maturing.. at school, riley tries to interfere w/ missy/lucas at lunch but missy sticks food on both their faces and yells ‘food fight’ so cory comes over and gives missy and lucas both detention lol, sooo now they’ll be alone in detention and riley is fuming inside! annnd riley gets herself detention from cory too by having maya jump him from behind and riley wiggles her finger on his lips?! LOL.. at home, topanga meets auggie’s lil woman in his life, ava who’s a tad demanding and whatnot, wanting his mr. googly? but topanga takes over and makes her give it back to auggie and has her leave lol, go topangah! in detention, lucas surprises every1 including missy, by siding w/ riley, maya, and farkle.. and maya makes sure she ‘boops’ missy b4 she takes off.. back at home, the matthews family join forces to encourage auggie to stay a lil boy, and he finally reaccepts mr. googly again :))))))

so 3 epi’s in, and i’ll say the show is def more positive/happy oriented and more younger age appropriate like the 1st season of BMW was.. will it stay that way thruout the whole series? idk, that’s up to the writers/disney! but regardless, i’m still loving it for it’s child-oriented ways  and i’m still stuck on how great it is to see cory and topanga back on my tv screen! :), my only complaint w/ this epi is that there was no reference to eric besides the connection w/ the epi title.. i think it would’ve been soooo great if cory just mumbled to himself abt eric sneak attacking topanga or a lil flash from that BMW epi would’ve been perfection! damnit tho, i need more BMW cameos/appearances!!! bring it on, GMW!!!

2 latest epi’s of #LEAHTLC   Leave a comment

1st epi: ‘lady is a tramp stamp’ – the epi starts w/ angelo admitting that leah wears the pants for her stuff and telling him what to do lol but he wears the pants for the man stuff lol.. and we see them sorting thru his various clothes and she calls most of it ‘horrendous’ lol… and leah’s sister comes in saying that their mom will be getting a tramp stamp tattoo LOL!!! and speaking of vicki, she’s busy talking to the cameramen and giving them the fingers lol!!! but pretty soon, leah and shannon come in and confront vicki abt the tattoo idea. she got the idea from a friend who leah said has really nice skin.. vicki admits that she was trampy when she was younger so the name tramp stamp is kinda fitting lol!!! u know, i didn’t know this was how vicki was, b4 i only saw her in the audience on ‘the talk’ and she didn’t talk really so i think she’s hilarious and fun for her age, and it’s clear where leah gets some of her out there attitude lol… i almost think in some cases, that vicki sorta outshines leah in hilarity lol.. maybe vicki should go into acting?! :)

we hear how the whole family basically works at the vivian’s diner (george (leah’s stepdad), angelo (her husband), shannon (her sister) and vicki (her mom) are all working/owning it). at home, sofia plays the piano and leah sings a lil song VERY off key and loud LOL.. leah insists on going w/ her mom to the tattoo place so she can see the pic of her tramp stamp, looks kinda big honestly and it’s of a female lol… meanwhile, george is having issues w/ various stuff related to the diner’s computer lol so shannon has to take off to go back and help him.. it’s finally time to get the tattoo and much of the family is there to witness it all.  so vicki is taking it better than i thought she would, prob better than  i would lol.. but w/ lots of swearing (u and me both, vicki! lol) but i don’t have the pain guts to get a tattoo, even tho i have 2 designs that would be sooo meaningful to me and i’d love to get em… ultimately tho, she survives it to the end :) and she goes over to leah’s to show them the tattoo and leah notices how happy she is abt it so ultimately leah accepts it lol..

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2nd epi: ‘what’s the point, mom?’ – LOL leah’s too busy gagging to death in response to vicki’s mustache!!! then leah’s avoiding of vicki’s texts is discussed cuz she waits til the end of the day and gets distracted all the time instead of texting her mom back right away lol.. then some talk abt the ‘ambiance’ of the diner is discussed too lol. all of it only in the way leah and vicki can do it :) like i said, i think vicki kinda outshines leah in some ways and lol she’s quite the funny character! i’d love to have a mom figure like her honestly.. she’s such an endearing and funny person, she brings life to the party w/ her facial expressions, her quirks, and her hilarious behavior lol. who can forget her constant ways of staying young and in the now? lol..

btw, it’s hilarious that leah and vicki r at a lil store together hoping to find stuff for the diner and they’re arguing a bit while there’s a fake moving primate waving their arm right behind/side them lol!!! and leah of course is so embarrassed by her mom and whatnot that she wants her gone lol. angelo shows up to settle things and vicki tells him he’s fired lol.. they show george the lil ‘please pay cashier’ sign and he immediately hangs it up w/ the family surrounding and watching :) annnnd vicki tells her ‘u did good’ and kisses and hugs her :) i love their relationship so much, it’s def the heart of the show :)

‘emotion’ epi of #BLACKBOX   Leave a comment

last epi, catherine FINALLY broke up w/ will and of course, he stormed out after she gave him back the engagement ring… so to catherine, that leaves the ‘option’ of ian.. but i’m personally hoping she doesn’t choose ian (or get back w/ will) and instead she finds a whole new guy to be w/ cuz both ian and will r bad for her IMO.. but instead of me getting what i want lol, the epi starts w/ some intimacy btwn ian and catherine, damn.. they find their individual lil quirks interesting and endearing and catherine is introduced to ian’s doorman, joey, who’s quite kind and a great person.. but right after opening the door for them, he collapses and says he has the worst headache of his life, so they rush him to the cube..

he’s survived to the hospital but ian says they’ll likely have to operate and joey is quite trusting of him.. another male patient is quite hostile and says he’s ‘feeling too much’ among other symptoms. his drug test shows he’s taken methamphetamines but he says he doesn’t do drugs. ian and a coworker figure out that joey had a form of an aneurysm, ian wants to do this himself cuz he cares very much for joey, but the coworker wants him to not do this cuz he’s too biased and close to the patient.. catherine meanwhile is examining a lil boy named skylar who’s pretty distant and ‘unresponsive’. he seems to have regular physical everything, but his mom says he hasn’t been vaccinated for anything cuz she doesn’t want him to get autism. catherine tries to explain there’s no connection btwn them but she won’t listen. catherine wants to do a spinal tap and whatnot.. funny, the mother didn’t vaccinate him cuz she was worried abt autism, and yet he’s striking me as someone who could be on the autism spectrum or something like autism (or some other special needs condition)…

i’ll be honest, i can’t stand when ppl r soooo afraid of the possibility of special needs, as if it’s the end of the world.. a terminal illness is the end of the world, not down syndrome or autism or any of that… all it means is that person is SPECIAL, unique, and that u’ll see innocence and child like qualities u’ll find urself blessed to witness and be a part of their life. i know i feel blessed every time i see my lil brother or any special needs person (any age). u’ll feel blessed to see their smiles, to hear their laughs, to hear them say 1 word b/c they’re otherwise non verbal, when they touch ur hand or suddenly hug u when normally they can’t deal w/ physical contact, etc etc…

catherine and ian take the time to be a bit intimate again while the male patient from earlier scuffs to death while he leaves the cube and btw, he has very yellow eye balls and whatnot!!! so u know he’s gonna end up back at the cube in no time! dr mahmoud points out to catherine and mackenzie that the male patient did not have a positive drug test, but it’s actually a diff condition and they rush to figure out where he is now cuz he’s jaundiced and whatnot now. and seems the joey doorman’s surgery went wrong and he’s at risk now…. catherine makes a call to the male patient but no answer.. catherine sees the spinal tap results from skylar’s spinal tap and goes to inform the mom that he has a rare encephalitus caused by measles.. this caused irreversible brain damage and it’s now fatal at this stage it’s at.. even tho the mom realizes she made a grave mistake in not giving him vaccinations, catherine tries to reassure her that she was simply doing what she thought was best for skylar… well, i’ll say, i sure didn’t want a terminal illness for skylar, but i hope this wakes her up that vaccines and autism are not the end of the world like she wanted to think. now her son is dying b/c she was sooo worried abt the chance of autism… smh…

joey has ondine’s curse where if he falls asleep, he’ll die! my gosh, what a curse to have.. apparently it’s based on ondine, a water nymph who cursed her cheating husband w/ the same thing. catherine goes to talk w/ ian who’s busy wanting to blame catherine and their lil tryst on his messing up in his job and w/ joey.. i knew this would happen honestly. i said it b4 in my ‘black box’ blogs i believe, that ian is married to his work like he said and catherine will never be a priority to him cuz of that, one way or another. originally, i thought he’d turn her in if he found out she was bipolar, but in this case right now, he’s blaming her and their relationship for his failing at work… in her office, catherine takes a handful of pills that aren’t hers…. catherine calls josh in the middle of the nite saying she has a voice saying to hurt herself  and she needs him to come over… regan suggests not going but josh can’t do that and live w/ himself if she were to kill herself. he arrives at her place and the music is blaring and she’s crying hysterically in the bathroom on the floor.. he calms her down but she won’t go to the hospital. she admits to him tho that she took some pills, apparently it was oxy. and josh is pissed cuz she caused this for herself and he’s abt to leave but gets on the couch and tells her to go to sleep..

so how do u deal w/ a loved one who has an intense mental illness?! i’ve been there myself w/ having mental illnesses, but i’m honestly better now. all i have is severe anxiety due to my many anxiety disorders.. but once upon a time, i was a good mix of conditions in the DSM IV lol… but getting married changed a lot for me. i’m not depressed any more or anything after 20 yrs of it so i’m in a better place now, and plenty stable. maybe the most i’ve ever been lol since i was a kid b4 anything went wrong in my life.. but like i said, how do u deal w/ a loved one in this case, like josh w/ catherine? when is too much too much? when do u draw the line in helping them? how do u be supportive w/o losing urself? i’ve wondered this for my loved ones when i wasn’t well. do they stop listening to u? stop taking ur calls/emails? what do ya do??? if any1 wants to share any insight into this stuff, pls do and feel free to in any form of contact on the left :)

josh is back at home and regan is relieved to see josh too angry w/ catherine right now, saying ‘it’s abt time’. catherine tries to find the jaundiced man, fred, and happens to run into him outside his building. he’s still very yellow eyed so i’m surprised he appears to be alright since he just went to get some groceries.. ian finally talks w/ joey and his wife abt his condition w/ not being able to breathe on his own, saying it’s permanent and that he’s found a referral doctor who may be able to do surgery to correct this condition. they’d insert a pacemaker into his diaphragm to make him keep breathing but joey doesn’t want any1 else but ian to do it, but ultimately he agrees to it… well, i’ll say that joey is quite loyal :)

catherine informs fred abt what’s going on w/ his body causing his symptoms and catherine brings mackenzie into her office to talk some sense into her abt how to properly examine patients and pay attn to the signs, symptoms, etc rather than cutting them down into simple conclusions.. if that makes sense lol. joey survived the surgery and is able to open the door after as he leaves the hospital.. catherine tries to still reassure ian that he’s a great doctor but he’s rejecting it all and says they need to take a break… catherine has her session w/ helen and tells her everything that’s been going on. she admits they need to redo her meds, and that she should’ve never gotten involved w/ ian. she tells helen how the cube is what holds her together and that she’s hesitant to change her meds doses cuz she wants to feel MORE, not less.. helen writes her Rx but sees she’s bothered by it all.. at home, catherine tries to call will (UGH) who seems to be on a date, but he ignores the call, she calls josh who sends her to voicemail, and she quietly isn’t surprised but not thrilled by this either… btw, next wk’s epi is the season finale?!?!?! but it’s 2 hrs lol.. i feel like it’s too soon for the season finale tho!! ://// but u know it’s gonna be intense as she’s gonna spiral out of control it seems from the preview….

 

it’s the semifinals of #HELLSKITCHEN!   Leave a comment

last week, joy lost it during dinner service (and in front of stan lee no less!) and walked out of HK, and didn’t go back, so she eliminated her own ass, and GR decided to not eliminate any1 else, but u know some1 is gonna go home tonite, so damnit it needs to be JASON! but at this point i know it’s not gonna be.. he’s gonna get lucky and make it to the finals i’m guessing, but gosh if he’s the winner, i’ll be beyond pissed!!! and u won’t hear the end of it in my blog entry lol! the final 4 reflect on how they’re the last ones right now…

the next morning, GR is surrounded by security, he tells the wannabes that a few important folks r gonna be at HK.. wow, they’re rolling up in limos w/ police escorts and whatnot lol… LOL @ it’s their loved ones :))))) how wonderful for all of them :))) rochelle is 1st to see her loved ones, followed by melanie, jason is next and wow, i can’t believe jason even has a gf, he’s such a sexist arrogant ass, i can only imagine how she puts up w/ that… and finally, scott’s wife and kids come out of their limo, this is the most heartwarming one i must say, to see a parent happily reunited w/ his young children is always very sweet and wonderful to see. everyone gets to enjoy some down time eating some great HK food but it ends too quickly and the loved ones have to leave..

lol GR reveals to them that the dish they have to recreate is the same one they were served w/ their families, but some say they didn’t even eat any of it lol, so GR saves them and offers them 1 dish to share in order to figure out what ingredients r in it.. the results r showing as mixed btwn each wannabe over what the overall ingredients r.. sole is the protein (scott loses), the veg is butternut squash (melanie loses), the puree is watercress (rochelle loses), which means stupid jass-on wins UGH! so his reward is a VIP restaurant tour and that andi will be going w/ him, along w/ prizes along the way, starting in the dorms.. the punishment for the 3 is they have to deal w/ ‘moving day’.. jass-on heads up to see a shitload of cookware. they then head to ‘fig and olive’ and he takes the time to shittalk abt the 3.. meanwhile, the girls r managing to get scott to do the moving stuff lol.. i can understand rochelle can’t, she got part of her thumb cut off lol, but melanie is just plain taking advantage lol.. can’t say i’m the most helpful w/ moving either, but i also don’t have any physical strength to lift and carry heavy crap. so unless u want my grip to give out when we’re both carrying something or me to drop and break something, it’s just better if i don’t help…

at the next place, jass-on is surprised by his mom and gf sitting at the table there, and andi leaves them to it.. but he rushes back to HK so he wasn’t able to talk w/ them for long.. right when he arrives, dinner service is abt to start so GR gives them the lil announcement that each will be doing their time at the pass, so this is the make it or break it time for the wannabe’s to really stand out for GR on whether they should win the competition or not.. rochelle is 1st up at the pass and james is taking over her station.. so if any of them watched past HK seasons, they’ll know that they’ll be facing quality checks due to the sous chefs messing up orders to see if they catch it or not. but rochelle is being too damn nice honestly, and GR immediately steps in and reminds her that she has to be commanding and demanding rather than nice and passive.. she does pass the quality control test of james putting shrimp in the dish but she’s too damn passive for this job…

next up is melanie and she immediately asks GR for help cuz JP put the wrong item on the order lol, and melanie thought maybe HK was running a special.. but even after that, at 1st, no one is responding to her yelling and she just says ‘w/e, fuck u guys’ LOL.. so rochelle is too nice, and melanie gives up too easy and doesn’t trust herself. eventually, ppl start listening tho but gosh what a rough start for these 2 women… 3rd is scott and he tends to lose it sometimes so i wonder how easily frustrated he’ll be.. scott is able to see the james’ test so he passes in that way, but he’s also going a bit overboard in quality control lol.. like he’s trying to be the next GR lol! jass-on is next and he’s taking advantage of being in charge, and every1 is now slacking off.. and exactly like i thought, jason is a BAD leader in the kitchen and lets his attitude get in the way w/ everything he’s supposed to do. he’s finding it more fun to tell ppl what to do and joke around than to do his damn job of making sure food goes out and it’s perfect.. i hope GR sees this and doesn’t choose him to win! but will he succeed in the quality control? ugh and he does…

after dinner service GR asks them who they feel does not belong in the finals.. well, i think y’all know my vote lol (jass-on in case u haven’t read my blogs this season lol). hmmm who do i think would be a good winner? *maybe* scott??? he loses his cool sometimes but gosh it’s not like GR hasn’t lost his cool ever lol… and he was pretty meticulous w/ quality control and he took command at the pass… the girls r too weak vocally and question their own judgement too much when they’re supposed to be a head chef, so they should trust their instinct and know what to do w/ anything that may happen.. jass-on is just such a jerk and sexist on top of it, so any1 who works ‘under’ him is gonna wanna quit the 1st day w/ him as their boss…

GR ultimately picks rochelle to go home. but does tell her that she’s very energetic and has a great future ahead of her no matter what she does.. he laughs w/ her as she just giggles thru it all, seems she knew it was quite possible she’d be next to go home.. and during her HK montage, we see lots of giggling by her and her major moments.. she’s def been a positive and kind person in HK, not sure this was the right competition for her lol… 1st to make it to the finals issssss…. scott. and 2nd issssss….. jass-on. UGH!!!!! melanie is eliminated and i understand that. but GR has her keep her jacket and tells her she was born to cook.. the guys hug her goodbye… soooo i was right, jass-on unfortunately made it to the finals… BUT he better NOT WIN! i really want scott to win this so i hope he does.. but i know it could go either way… so who else was surprised/happy/pissed at GR’s decision w/ the eliminations/finalists? next epi is the season finale and keep in mind the $$$$ prize and job position they’ll have…..

‘extinct’ epi of #EXTANT   Leave a comment

so as viewers know, molly (halle berry) is mysteriously pregnant when she was on a solo mission as an astronaut for just over 1 yr, and add in that she’s supposedly infertile anyways, the only ones who know r molly and her doc/friend, sam.. but what she hasn’t really told any1 is that she had a creepy intimate encounter w/ a man on the space thingy that wasn’t visible to the surveillance video and u gotta figure that’s how she got pregnant, so what kind of baby does she have growing in her belly?! the epi starts w/ molly doing normal household domestic stuff like cooking, and btw, since when do eggs stand up on their own?! i guess that’s a lil futuristic thing… her and john kiss goodbye right after ethan makes his presence known. john is pleasantly surprised by the new updates at work, and molly tries some bonding w/ ethan but she loses the lil game they were playing. she tries to reassure him that she loves being home w/ her family since he thought that space was her fave place..

molly hears some weird noise going on and suddenly has pain in her belly.. right when the same black man appears to her and says ‘it’s ok’. ethan comes into the kitchen to see her passed out and sees a weird thing w/ her belly that was moving and popping up?! she quickly wakes up and says she’s alright tho.. i thought he’d see her w/ a bunch of blood from a miscarriage…. molly brings ethan to the museum and he enjoys the elephants exhibit where whoa, they actually MOVE!!! one huge one goes right up to ethan, and ethan just stares it down, eventually it disintegrates since it’s a hologramish elephant.. now the kids are playing w/ a big school of fish swimming around the museum lol while molly talks w/ an acquaintance.. but she sees sam and they go to talk privately.

molly tells sam what happened that morning but insists they can’t tell her superiors.. she then tells sam how she saw harmon the nite b4 and that he didn’t commit suicide, sam tells her that her and harmon have the same abnormalities, uh oh!! molly asks if the abnormalities could cause a fake pregnancy but sam says no, the pregnancy is very real. so molly asks to get an ultrasound and sam agrees to do a secret one. molly is then informed that ethan wandered off so she has to go find him.. apparently, he’s in the neanderthal exhibit and talks w/ a robot who informs him that neanderthals went extinct and mistakes him for a homo sapien..

john continues to talk up the humanichs w/ yasumoto as they both observe ethan being a simple carefree child.. meanwhile, molly tries to access video footage w/ ben’s help on a computer but after a couple mins, ben is ordered to terminate the session b4 she can see any more of what harmon was doing.. molly takes some lil contraption out so her medical info and whatnot can no longer be monitored. she rushes outside where harmon comes up in a car and has her get in. harmon tells her that he was accused of being schizophrenic and crazy, but that he’s not. the truth was, he saw someone on the mission he was on and that she did the same movements on him that the black man did w/ her.. it was supposedly his mom, but he’s sketched out and rushes to be back in the main area and that’s when he barricaded himself from her, but she appeared to him right beside him again. he rushes off to another area and she just keeps on following him, smiling a creepyass smile! he gets her confined to an area and has her sucked out into space..

molly tells him that they have the same abnormalities in their brain scans and that’s y they’re having these visions.. he tells her ‘we were the experiments!’ oyyy creepy! in the car, molly tells sam abt the discussion w/ harmon and whatnot, and they arrive at a animal place (idk if it’s a vet or shelter) but that’s where they do the ultrasound.. and molly sees a 14 wk human fetus…. sooooo this baby could appear human but obv be a completely diff being!!! so unless molly is the new virgin mary lol, i’m guessing the baby isn’t a real human baby.. there’s some kind of twist to what the baby actually is… that is just speculation so don’t quote me lol, but obv if i end up being right, then YES QUOTE ME lol! molly confronts her higher up and tells him how she’s pregnant, well i didn’t think she’d make him be the 1st she told, i thought she’d tell john lol… she’s suspicious that he somehow caused it but her boss swears they didn’t do anything to her.. he vows to find out how it happened, and she simply says ‘u were supposed to protect us’ b4 walking away..

the boss talks to yasumoto who says since molly is pregnant, there’s no doubt, ‘i think they’re already here’.. the boss says ‘we’re way out of our depth.. we had no plan for this’.. yasumoto says ‘we honored katie’s sacrifice’ and that it all started w/ the boss’ daughter?! hmmm yasumoto does a finger test that says he has 102 days of life left, then a hot woman comes in and wants his company… back at home, molly apologizes for being so late for dinner, and ethan shows her a pic of his worry abt extinction.. i really think that molly needs to tell john abt the pregnancy. it’s not like she cheated on him.. well, not on purpose anyway like an affair.. he’s going to find out sooner or later when she starts to show lol, and she’s already 14 wks, so it won’t be long! so unless she loses the baby, she’s gonna have to say something b4 it’s too late… but another intriguing epi from this cool show, at least now i have a better understanding of things compared to the pilot that left me in a pile of confusion lol..

Posted July 18, 2014 by Marcia Wong in tv, Uncategorized

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